STFU Already!

OMG Why are you such a fuckin absolute hypocrite!?

Every break up you have had has been a bad breakup that you spend months or years getting over. They typically all have the same story as to why they break up with you and no matter how many times you cheated on them during the relationship, them cheating on you was the absolute worst. It's hard to sympathize with someone like you who can't really face reality in the face.

Why am I even writing about you?

Fuck off.....

Evil Amongst Men

Where does a man have to be in life..and with himself to cause harm to another man and feel no remorse for loss of life? How does that same man then go about his life's day to days without fear of karma knowing his address? I don't understand why so many people are dying, seemingly much too soon. It brings tears to my eyes.

There was the story about the multiple car pile up in Florida a couple of weeks ago. I'm bothered by this because officials closed down the expressway...and reopened it shortly before the pile up.

Then, a girl in Covington was gunned down by her ex boyfriend while driving in traffic.

Now, a child has died because her step mother and grandmother made her run for 3 hours without allowing her a break to breath or take water. The story says she died from severe dehydration.

What the hell is happening? I seriously fear bringing a child into this world. I don't want to raise a child in this place. SMH

Praying for the families of those mentioned in the above stories and anyone else who's hurting.

We're all in this together. The sooner we realize....the better.

Is It Over?

I changed my address but love Googled my ass
I thought the pain I felt then was gonna be the last
I've been chopped and screwed, lied to and misused
I've had good times and bad times with all the wrong dudes
As long as you love "love" you take that chance
In that hit or miss game...with that thing called romance
For some, all it takes is love and love all alone
Others make you prove it and when it's over, you're just done
You're all out of energy and nothing you've won
Just love me for me...we can figure everything out
But this off and on shit leaves me nothing but doubt
What do you want from me? What does "us" mean?
I tried adjusting my rearview...nothing's as it seems
My glasses are foggy, I can't see the way
To the you and me that we were, now who's got to pay?
You do...I do... WE do! You know this shit was real!
Open your mouth, speak to me! Tell me how you REALLY feel!
No more assuming no more guessing, it's on you not me
Think about it and come back'n tell me where you really wanna be.

Hmmm...

Heartbreak inspires me...it always has
I write damn good poems when the subject is bad.

#SadbutTrue

This Shout Out Is To My Future Sweetheart...Life-Mate...Lover...My Forever After...(Whomever.Whenever Or Wherever She May Be)

Written by: Darnell Cosey aka SlowMo

First Of All I'd Like To Wish Any Woman Reading This Note Good Luck In This Whole Dating Game! Because As I Sit Here On The Bench Watching From The Sidelines I'm Finding It To Be A Bit Scary...Potentially Draining...And A Long Drawn-out Process While Life Itself Is Just WAY Too Damn Short!!!

So I Don't Mind One Bit If A Woman Is Living Her Life Fast Because She's FOUND Herself...GOTTEN OUT OF HER OWN WAY... And Is Finally Embracing Her "Grown-ness" and "Sexy-ness"...

You've Probably Unloaded The Dead Weight In Your Life... So I Understand You're Feeling Lighter...The Heaviness Is Gone... Your Life Is SPEEDING UP...You're Becoming The Woman You Know You Always Should've Been And  Now You're Getting Ready To Put On Your Turn Signal...Smash The Gas Pedal And hit The "GO-FAST-LANE"...Have Some Fun Girl!!! Enjoy Your Life!!! You Deserve It!!...

But If I'm The Man You Choose To Share Your Life With,As You Become A "100 mph Diva" In A "55 mph World"... I Need You To Pump Your Brakes...Take A Deep Breath And Listen To What I'm About To Say To You....I Don't Care How Fast You Decide To Go In This Life Just   Promise Me When The Time Comes You'll Love Me In "SlowMotion"....

Don't Worry I'm Not Trying To Become A Road Block...An Obstruction Or Just Another "ROAD HAZARD" In Your Life...I'm Not The "RELATIONSHIP POLICE" So I'm Not Trying To Convict You... Judge You...Or Condemn You For Your Past Offenses, Like Careless And Reckless Use Of Emotions...Or Operating A Domestic Partnership Without A License. In Conjunction With Conspiring To Impersonate A Lawful Wedded WIFE....

How About The Time You Were Suspected Of Hunting And Trapping Wild Males On Another Woman's Private Property... Out Of Season....And With No Hunting Permit!(Hell You Didn't Even Have A Gun To Shoot-em With When They're Sorry asses Got Out Of Your Cage And Ran Off!)

Not To Mention Your Long Line Of Hit-And- Run "Dating And Mating Accidents."(I've Had A Couple Of Those Myself!)Lol!!!

I Don't Blame You For "FLEEING the SCENE Of A Fool" And Speeding Away From The Foolishness You Left Behind You On The Road A ways Back... I'm Only Here To Let You Know You're Not A Fugitive Any More...You Don't Have To Run Any More And That It's OK To Slow Down As You Approach Your Final Destination And Your Destiny.........Me.

As I Stated Earlier I'm Not The "RELATIONSHIP POLICE" But I am A "Concerned CITIZEN" And What Is About To Take Place Here Is What Is Known As A "CITIZENS ARREST"...

Ma'am I Need You To Step Out Of Your Vehicle Raise Your Hands Slowly And Place Them In Mine I'm Afraid I'm Gonna Have To Take You Into Protective Custody. Please Hold Your Head Up,And Look Into My Eyes As I read You Your Miranda Rights...

You Have The Right To Remain Outspoken And Never be Silent...

You Have A Right To My Full Undivided Attention And Never Be Ignored...

You Have the Right To Godly Council. If You Never Had Godly Council I Will Lovingly Make It Available To You Upon Request...

You Have The Right To Be All You Can Be With My Full Support And Without Interference From Outside Forces...

You Have The Right To Love Me Fiercely And Fearlessly Without Concerns Of Betrayal Or Disloyalty...

And Last But Not Least You Have A Right To Kiss Me Whenever You Want...

Ma'am Do You Fully Understand These Rights As I've Conveyed Them To You? If So Place Your Arms Around Me And Hold Me As If Your Life Depends On It... Because My Life Depends On It Too...

Let's Give Love A Chance With Patience...Understanding...Then More Patience... Do That And I Promise As Long As There Is Breath In My Body You Will Never Have To Regret You Ever Knew Me...

You Will Never Have To Look At Another Couple In Love And Wonder What It Feels Like And Wishing That Woman Was You...And Most Of All You'll Never Have To Log On To Those STUPID DATING SITES  Where You've Spent Hours Viewing The Profiles Trying To Sort The BOGUS From The Just Plain BULL CRAP!....

We'll Be Too Busy Somewhere Loving Each Other In "SlowMotion". Trust Me When I Say With You In My Life I'm Not JUST Interested In Making Love... I Want Us To Put Our Heads...Our Hearts...Our Souls Together And Make HISTORY....

-Darnell Cosey aka "SlowMo"

Impatient

Once again..I'm sitting here looking like the fool. *sighs*

Randomness

I said a million no's to say one yes.
I've played them all, but I saved the best...
For last I thought...I hold you in my chest
You are my heart, but I should've let you guess
I've said too much and now I can't regress
Can't reset the past and so I must progress
Stabbing..stumbling through darkness but I can't forget
The tenant in my heart, this love is just too great.
I'd give up it all to be your darling dearest
Your treasure, your prize, your partner in success.
You're my headline news, better yet...Associated Press
But do you feel the same? Check "No" or "Yes".

Movie: "Chronicle"

So...ever since I saw the preview, I wanted to see this movie. Admittedly, I was disappointed. Highly. I won't spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen it yet, but I will say that most of the action was definitely shown on the preview. There were parts of the movie where I felt like the 3 main characters were going to kiss or something... #RealHomo LOL It took too long to build to the action. Overall, it wasn't the worse movie I've seen, but I wouldn't pay $1.07 for it at the RedBox. Best thing about the movie was the food. SMH

Rating: 2 out of 5